I may take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Drink my worries down the drain
And fly away to somewhere new

I'm leaving to go to Norway tomorrow morning and this fact is both the worst thing and the best thing. I want nothing more than to get away from it all but I'm so tired of dealing with all the traveling. My body is tired and my soul is tired. Here is a song that gives me hope that there is healing, acceptance, and most of all Love at the end. It's by Blue Merle and named Part of your history

I always knew that you'd do great things
didn't ever want to slow you down
I was there when you learned to use your wings
and I saw you leave the ground

time spent in your sweet arms
was the best time that i've known
maybe the reason i was here at all
is to see you carry on

don't you know i'm still remembering
i was once someone to you
girl you were meant for something better
it doesn't matter anymore what you think of me
just proud to be part of your history

I knew the time was coming soon
'cause you were growing up so fast
sometimes you can lose so much
when you try to make it last

I always knew you'd do great things
didn't ever want to slow you down
i was there when you learned to use your wings
and i saw you leave the ground

don't you know i'm still remembering
i was once someone to you
girl you were meant for something bigger
it doesn't matter anymore what you think of me
just proud to be part of your history

doesn't matter anymore 'cause you set me free
just proud to be part of your history